im locked out of adams so i cant get in and cant get my car and cant do anything cuz all my books are in there. (its my fault... i wasnt over there when i said i would and he had bible study) and hannah isnt home so i cant go in my room. I am in the computer lab in morril. :(. I am a leaf in the wind.

I am such a lucky girl! After waiting for a couple of hours for me to get home from the nursing home/shower, Adam rubbed my feet for a long while and then went home. Ahhhh. SO there is a little more clarification, the last 3 days in a row for me, 4 for him, we have made very late night trips to columbus after work- cleaned for hours and napped for 2- and come back at rediculous hours of the morning. We are going tomorrow too but hopefully with much less stress before we leave for mexico.(My uncle is getting married in Mexico).  Flight leaves at 5am meaning we should be in the airport by 3am.  My dad actually booked our flight....he said he thought we liked mornings. My uncle also warned us that we wont be getting back to the hotel untilll the following morning around 5am. We could use some prayer for relaxation tomorrow to rest up/recover. SO back to my point of all that, I am so lucky to have such a selfless man.

anyone have any old dehumidifiers/air purifiers/fans? contact me asap if you do!!

Virginia beach was absolutely amazing! My walk with the Lord grew so much and my faith has been stretched and strengthened. I made a lot of really awesome friends as well. To update, i went on summer project with Impact to Virginia Beach. I can tell you more in detail about it if you would like :). I also lifeguarded on the ocean front while i was there, my favorite job EVER! I have been back in findlay for a couple of weeks now... and am finally starting to get used to it and settle down, although i leave for school soon. Coming home was weird... suddenly the man that i have spent so much time with on the phone is living 5 minutes away and i can see him whenever i want. We both had some adjusting to do, i never want to do the long distance thing again :(. Also, i am living with my parents again... even if i hadnt gone to virginia first, there is always some adjusting to do when coming back home. also, i had gotten used to being the ONLY white person, and findlay is pretty lacking in that area. The biggest adjustment and the only one that i dont like and wish didnt have to happen (going beyond just uncomfortability), is ive gone from this spiritual waterfall/oasis to a desert dryland. From waking up everymorning to a roomate singing praise in the shower or drug out of bed to worship, an environment where everyone is not only walking in the Lord but running, and daily outreach. Thats one of the biggest reasons i cant wait to get back to school.

we leave for mexico pretty soon! i cant wait!!! i am so excited to a) see my uncle FINALLY get married and b) go to mexico!

i have been sheltered for the last 5-6 months-ish. a couple of nights ago i went out with adam to hang out with chip and check out rylan's bar. i guess in being sheltered my fellow gender and i have been treated with respect from men and not been witnesses to much else, so i was appauled when adam was hit with the question, "tappin that early?", while sitting right next to me. not only did the fact that i was sitting right there have no effect his discretion, as he said "that" he pointed at me and made a circle around my midsection. Had it not been somone that i will soon have to kinda consider "family", i would have stood up and punched him right there. The sad thing about that whole incident though is after i thought about it, last year about this time i dont think it would have offended me or even caught my attention as something inappropriate. Hmmmm... God is amazing, thank you for changing my life.